Struggle

Is there anything is this world that is not a struggle? That is certainly not what I am experiencing at the moment.
As long as I see myself as this little me inside a bigger reality then I have misidentified who I really am. This will by default will create some sort of friction. So how do I let that reality go? In my experience any way that is simple will do it. That is not to say it is easy! We (that is human race) appear to like complexity. The more complex it is the greater the distraction from truth. In fact anything that perpetuates the the illusion that we are here and that we have somewhere else to be, keeps us here. So there we go chasing material items and never being satisfied. Even when we think we have advanced and see the folly in doing that and move on to mental, emotional or spiritual seeking, we are still stuck as a seeker. Whilst I identify with being a seeker I will never find. Without anything to do (seeking) I am left with ............... ? A void. That will never do. I can feel the threat in that as I write this. The next step I want to take is to remove the threat. I can only try and remove something I perceive as real. I can feel myself getting caught up in doing something to change things. Oops, once again I have lost awareness of my true self.