Transformation

I am caught up with the idea that there is something to transform.
Last weekend my wife and I spent 3 days transforming our living room. A new carpet was arriving on the Tuesday and Thursday we decided to change the colours of the room totally. Fortunately it was not the best of weather for spending outside, so after a day of angst we settled on some nice Eco friendly paints, very different to what was up. The room was to be changed from a strong orange, to more subtle greens. It has worked and after 4 layers of paint on the walls, along with filling and gloss. Of course there are repercussions. We then have to paint the fireplace and the bookshelves.
It appears that whatever we change will reflect on something else, then that needs changing. Puts me in mind of something from a book by Bartholomew. He described changing things being similar to seeing a crease in a curtain, straitening it out only to create another wrinkle.
That image has stayed vividly with me. Life is full of those apparent wrinkles we have to sort out. More fool us. When am I / are we going to learn there are no wrinkles? There is only one place a question like that can come from, that is the ego. From the space of truth there is nothing to learn.
Back to the lesson I am working with at the moment. Number 132.

I who remain as God created me would loose the world from
all I thought it was. For I am real because the world is not,
and I would know my own reality.